So we are 9 weeks out, and I'm starting to get nervous. There are no doubts; I'm nervous about how everything is going to come together. The one girl that I need the most, to be in my wedding, is having trouble getting her dress. If ever I had a supportive friend, she has been that. Regardless of what she's had going on, she would always try to do things for not only me, but for anyone else she could help.
I have not been doing great with dieting or exercise. However, I have been eating a bit better, and watching my calories. I need discipline, because I refuse to deny myself. I mean, the wedding is the biggest motivator, and I still can't get it together. I am happy with my body, but I can stand to do a few crunches. I just want to be in great shape. Why is it that women struggle to make themselves look different on their wedding day. It's not like our husbands-to-be are pushing themselves to lose weight. My fiance continues to tell me that I'm beautiful and there is no need for me to try to lose anything, but I'm worrying about how I am going to feel about how I look when that day comes.
I know my dress is going to look great on me, and that I will be beautiful...most brides are, right??? Anyhow, I'm also thinking about me in Jamaica with my swimsuit on. If I don't feel comfortable there, I won't have as much fun as I should on my honeymoon.
It's funny how I've been sitting back, for the last few months, thinking, Oh there's nothing to do, until the wedding. And now, I'm stressing, thinking we have so much to do, and wondering if there will be enough time to get everything done.
Aaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I need to calm down. Bottom line...we're going to have a wonderful day and enter a new life together, whether everything is perfect or not.
